Thursday, August 27, 2009

``_____.*tired.#

well...boss is giving me a lot of things to do. getting more and more, i have to keep up the pace. the workaholic g3rl is back.

work work work, day and night`!

hmm...i thnk i shld really consider being a financial adviser myself real soon...gonna go for further studies first...gonna go ahead with what i am now`? or u-turn back to what i use to also want`?

11:07 PM Z

Friday, August 21, 2009

``_____.*so sians...sigh..#

i'm so scared...everyone and everything is so scary...

8:01 PM Z

Thursday, August 20, 2009

``_____.*FAILED.#

oh well. i woke up super early today to go for my Practical Test...

reached there at about 6:45-6:50...yawns`!!

drove to the circuit and kept practising that stupid parellel parking (which i am super duper bad at)

alrights, then i went to the waiting room to wait for my tester to come bring me.

goodness, i was the last to go in, but 1st to get out, KNS de, that tester need to so on or not sia...zzz...

anw, i went in the car and started off...phew...i was so nervous i could feel myself panicking`! damn`! i went to the slop 1st, to test my biting point of the gear. passed, just that before moving off, i never check blind spot. so small mistake. and tht stupid tester, wo ming ming got stop at the straight line, he say i failed to stop`! screw him`!

and my next station. parallel parking`! i was like, shuts`! damn it`! of all he choosed the most difficult one. and i got 3 immediate failure there aready nohs. sigh...okkaes, i admit, partly i was because i was too nervous that i panicked. that was why my positioning totaly went off...sigh...

after that he asked me to do the Vertical Parking twice...for what, i also dunnoe nohs...idiot...sigh...anyway, when i know i failed, i totally sians 1/2. i just accelerate all the way le...so so super sad cans`!!

8:09 PM Z

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

``_____.*theINSANE.#

alrights, i'm the one being over paranoid. I'm so scared i feel so insecure...

failure is not an option...

8:22 PM Z

Sunday, August 16, 2009

``_____.*so many problems cans....#

omg-ness...so many things has happened...and i'm so tired(okkaes, nothing happened to me! They happened to people around me.)...

i still have got so many things to do, I do not know how long more can i take it for them...i feel like i can break down anytime too?

i hope i can at least be strong for them and then breakdown later for my own matter. after all, everything's the same...

omg-ness, i'm back with that STM thing again. i can even forget to take back the ATM card after deposit-ting the monies...wtf...

i guess i really need a break.

Well, yesterday went for prac, omg-ness nohs. Like i've said so many times, i do not know how to park. I went in circuit and i was like a complete idiot there. My parking all anyhow turn de...zzz...Instructor tell me the things, i do not even understand...he just tell me to turn, he also never tell me, why must turn. what's worst, he speaks chinese, and i freaking hell do not understand`!! In the whole circuit, i let Instructor scold till nothing left cans`! i totally got demoralized...before going in to the circuit while we were on the road, i already know that i cannot do parking le...and just like i thought, i really failed at parking...i heart sank when i knew i'm a sure fail thing...

and this morning, again, i went for prac and i got the parking quite right this time...but, my confident level totally drop...on the road, it was like the whole road is being owned by me...but in circuit...i'm smaller than the ikan billis`!

11:26 PM Z

Monday, August 10, 2009

``_____.*PARTYINGwithIWM and MYtheONEdayMALAYSIAtrip`!.#

alrights, let start, went to party on Sat night with sister, JianYu, Eileen. Was kinda bored at Boilers room nahs. hmm, then 2 of JianY's client came to join us. We played 5,10. After that Boss, Eugene and Byan came to join us. OMG-ness, when Idalia came, she pull me to the dance floor, shuts`! boss's there, so shy, don't dare to let myself out. lol, in the end, both of JianYu's client and me find that it's very bored at Boilers, so the 3 of us went over to Power House, OMG-Ness nohs, the queue was very long, so in the end, i went back to get my bag while the both of them queue.

Damn, went back to boilers, sister gave me the apple drink, then Eugene gave me some kinda shot again. WTH, the taste sucks cans, i drink le feel like puking nohs`!!the one sister gave me taste so sweet. then i drank the one that Eugene gave, i feel so er xin`!

lol. so i rushed back to Power House. damn, both of them went in le...so i have to wait again. damn, good thing sister came over and just brought me in within like less than 5mins`! lol. so i asked JianYu they all to come along to party. hahas, JianYu and Eileen came over while Boss, Eugene and Bryan went home.

Partied till abt 3-4o'clock. then we all surrender le...hahas, so we end the night there.

Slept at about 5-6am. and woke up abt 8:30. seting out for our M'sia trip, my driver went down to SD to fetch Hock and to bring the car back while i can get to sleep a bit more. =\ hahas, so we set out at about 9:30. woahs, jammed all the way till 12pm then we get to reach M'sia.

1st stop makan`!! well. we're suppose to be making my A&W`!! Damn don't know at where, people tell me i never listen. so once again, i never get to eat my A&W`! Damn`!

so we ate at Season and had Swensen's ice-cream, at don't know which shopping mall also nahs. After makaning we walked around that mall, which does not seem to have much things.

So we mall hop to one of the Jusco at JB. shopped and spent quite a lot nohs..hehes. so happy. kekes. and after that we me and Baobei, want to go to Holiday Plaza to buy our stuff, but then, my driver don't know how to go. zzz...so we spinned round and round at JB.

Phew, luckily in the end manage to found it. and yes, bought all my stuff and then headed to some kinda very ulu place to eat Seafood. woahs. we ordered like 3Crabs, 1 wok of drunkard prawns, a fish, fried egg and a vegetable. and it's like only 150rm`!!! wakakas`!!!!

3:37 PM Z

Friday, August 07, 2009

``_____.*no more partying`!.#

oh well...why does people think that i must club like every week, lol. though i am very cheapo, only go during ladies night, but then, i also not so greedy till every ladies night i must go mahs. >.< so hors, you call better stop asking where am i every weds or ask me what's my plan for this weekend hors. lol.

alrights, now back to today. woke up early to go down to office to do submission. after that went to Bukit Timah's Safra to attend the outting TM Asia organized for our team Infinity.

Was in the same group as boss, Idalia and sister Gilbert. In the end, boss do not want to play, and Idalia comming with Admin team, which was late. so ended up, left me and sister, then Andy reorganize the team. So at the end of the day, my group left with Sister, me, Bryan and Jaslyn.

Thank god Bryan and sister quite good at bowling, sister even got his own glove, ball and equipments, mcm PROFESSIONAL seh. and it all ended up that after the 1st game, me and Jaslyn serrender while sister and Bryan played for both of us. sister play for me while Bryan played for Jas.

lol, thanks to sister, i was awarded the runner up for the best girl bowler of the day. well. i must admit, at first, i don't know how to bowl, then, it's sister who taught me de, but then hors, you know nahs, g3rl gets sick of things fast, so after 1 game, i'm lazy and tired alr. so lose those things that sister taught me, in the end, sister have to play my game and his game. credit goes to sister`! =D

11:12 PM Z

Sunday, August 02, 2009

``_____.*PARTYpartyPARTY.#

YIPPY`! went to party again yest. There was an event at Social House. Got woke up in the morn by someone, wtf`! anw, after prac, i went home to get bathe and change for the event. When we reached there, there was already queue which is very very long, and so we got no choice but to join the queue, after a while, the door bitch came to tell us the girls in bikini have got privilege to go in from the VIP entrance. so we do not have to queue up anymore, so shiok. lol. And since it is our first time there, after placing our bags into the locker, we went around to explore, well, the place was not as big as expected...then there was live performance by the group of Taiwanese girls who was very famous at Taiwan. well, of cause, it did not interest me as i am a girl, and the way they dance was not very enthu either. so it was kinda bored for us. therefore, we decided to go get drinks. and, damn, we do not know where to get it. Asked the bar-tender in the front and then was led to the back bar-counter where girls get the drinks.



And because only girls in bikini top gets free drink, me, baobei and her friend have to take for the rest. so many people nohs...and after a few drinks a games, we went out to the dance floor to dance, lol, it was kinda wierd as the stage was in the middle, and seems like the place was being seperated into half, the people on the other side were not dancing and that we feel like they are the audience and that we are the performers. And just when we were getting 'high and hot' on our heels, we were being asked to go out, i was so blr then that i do not even know why are we being asked out for, i just followed baobei's friend. damn`! And guess what, the CIDs 'suspect' that we're underage`! for heaven sake, the door bitch did not even check out ICs and just let us in, and the CIDs 'suspect' that we are underage.



Do they have some sense or not huh`? and we have to go all the way in to the locker to get our ICs to show them. damn, wasted 3bucks on the locker again`! each time we open, we have to pay 3bucks you know`! And of cause, in the end, the CIDs could not get anything out of us as we're OLD enough for the party.



And so, we got in and went to drink again. the alcohol there not strong enough nohs. drank so much, but then end up not high enough. Anw, we just continued to dance. The music there was kinda bored, they repeated few songs like twice? There was R&B and trance. zzz...

6:51 PM Z